April 2011
2 posts
Life in the new
Well I have a new life. I am now a wife. I got married 4 months ago. As the days go by I strive to be a better wife. I need to do some serious work on myself. I wish I had a higher self esteem…I really do…
June 2010
1 post
sigh
Life is so complicated..sometimes i just wish i could have a break from it all. Just broke up with my fiance…which i probsbly should have done a long time ago…but now this other guy likes me and i feel really attracted to him…like there is a pull between the two of us drawing us together in an uncontrolable way…but i don’t wnt to jump into another...
May 2010
11 posts
new scene
“In a way, I need a change, from this burnout scene. Another time, another town, another everything…”
Yeah, O.A.R. hit that one right on the head…I wan tout of here…my life has reached a new level of stress. I just feel like maybe if I could just dissapear for a while then everything would be okay, but I can’t do that. I am so preoccupied trying to make...
s.com
“Love means…
girl: slow down im scared
guy: no, this is fun
girl: no its...”
“If we knew only for a moment who we really are, where we come from and we where...”
– Sorin Cerin
OMG
Totally hating Block Scheduling! Been in the computer lab almost four hours today!! So bored! Oh well, this will all be over soon and I will graduate…finally. Well I hope everyone ELSE is having a rockin week! Hit me up later if you wanna hang, I really don’t feel like goin home ♥
April 2010
6 posts
You go girl!
Just wanted to say “keep your head up” Ashley, everything is going to be fine. If Matt loves you, which we all know he does, then he will make things work. I know that life gets rough, but you gotta just keep on truckin. Love ya girly!! Have fun and ROCK OKLAHOMA!!
FRIDAY!!
TOTALLY LOVE FRIDAYS!! SCHOOL SUCKS, CAN’T WAIT TO GET HOME, GET CHANGED AND GO CHILL WITH MY MAN AND MY BESTIE!! i♥EVERYONE!!
FRUSTRATED WITH THA HATIN
Sometimes I wonder why people have to be the way that they are. It’s like that are just natural born haters! They speak words of mockery and judgement. But why? I mean, do those who judge others ever really take just a moment to judge themselves? Do they know or care how their words hurt? Or how a word from them can change someones view on life?
You know, everyone hurts peoples...
“Dear dear diary I want to tell my secrets,
Cause your the only one I know that...”
– PINK
March 2010
19 posts
story
Cold and dark. The only words I could find to describe how this place felt. There were certain facts that I was ignorant about when first arriving on this ship. First, that it was carrying convicts from Juno All the way to Texas where they would be put in a much larger jailing facility. The second thing that I was totally clueless about was how long this voyage was going to take. I was thinking...
dont let me get me
“Never win first place, I don’t support the team I can’t take direction, and my socks are never clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me I was always in a fight cuz I can’t do nothin’ right Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I can’t take the person starin’ back at me I’m a hazard to myself Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst...
“I want to hang onto something
that won’t break away or fall apart
like the...”
– Something Corporate, Globes and Maps
Stress level...
So the stress is begining to escalate….AHH! I broke down crying in fourth hour for some unknown reason…its making me crazy. I just keep crying and crying and one of my teachers s making me want to drop out which is so ridiculous because I am graduating in like 3 months. I just want to go crawl in a hole and not move for a while….sigh. Stupid emotions, kinda wishing that I could...
February 2010
82 posts
anyone have any suggestions about what to do about...
JOB??
sad face :-(
mooseyman:
soo i have like 3 of my really good friends mad at me and its rllly a pain in the ass…. cuz it is my fault… but idk what to do about it because i cannot possibly make them all happy. some may say they are not angry or mad at me they are just “dissapointed” but we all really know what that means…………..
Reply from Sarah:
Josh…Im not mad, I am dissipointed because I know you are...
COX Hospital....Ultimate Fail.
In 2000-2009 it was reported that Cox Hospital had over 176 cases of over radiation for brain cancer patients. My grandmother died in 2001 from brain cancer. After many of her treatments she complained of an odd taste in her mouth, that of Chlorine and Sulfate…one of the side effects of over radiation. I discovered all of this yesterday as I watched in Disgust as one of the Cox leaders made...
