new scene

“In a way, I need a change, from this burnout scene. Another time, another town, another everything…”

Yeah, O.A.R. hit that one right on the head…I wan tout of here…my life has reached a new level of stress. I just feel like maybe if I could just dissapear for a while then everything would be okay, but I can’t do that. I am so preoccupied trying to make everyone else happy that I have given up on finding happiness myself. I wish for just five seconds i could be alone…in a world where no one is counting on me or expecting me to fix things for them. I feel like I am just running in circles going no where fast, I take one step forward and two steps back. I just want to walk a straight line for a while and try to collect my thoughts. Trying to balance work, social time, and time with my family is making me CRAZY!! I think if I didn’t work with some really cool people then I would prolly just quit! sigh…okay, now that I feel slightly more calm, I’m going to go before I say anything that I will regret. Just wanna give a shout out to Dustin, Mya, Cassy, and Lisa…you guys are the reason I still go to work! HaHa..well, peace out!